Today is one of those days where i agree completely with Calebs decision to not be born. He is staying in my womb forever. If i had the choice to come out and join the ranks of his older brothers today is the day I would say... no thanks. For some reason the poo seems to be circulating around the fan today and quite often the two are colliding. I am thankful to God today that Caleb has indeed chosen a longer stay in my belly. If I had the older kids and the baby today I would be screaming from the top of facebook for help from a babysitter and would pay any price to obtain such help.
I am struggling to focus on positive things in my life right now. I so desperately want to blame someone else for the struggles i am facing but I know that is just not the case. So lets' make a list of things that need to be done, things that can wait and things that are good!
Things that need to be done: These can wait: Good stuff:
Clean the carpet in the boys closet dishes/ laundry Rewards rebate $
(smells terrible) from Fred Meyer
Pray watch t.v. A God Loving Hubby
Hug and kiss my kids
I am convinced my attitude will change for the better if i give it a chance. God give me the strength to surrender to you today!
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